| Run, scream, hide and jump |
[Feb. 25th, 2008|11:03 pm] |
Sometimes, you just want to be alone, and sometimes, you want to have someone there with you, and just look at you. Sometimes, that person forgets that (that person) once used to be able to do so. Sometimes, just sometimes.
Sometimes, the people whom you think can be kept close, cannot be. Sometimes the people, whom you think are a pain, turn out not to be. Sometimes the nicest people turn out to be those whom you never in your life would have expected, sometimes, just sometimes.
And then, there are times when you think you've done well enough but it turns out that you have not. And lets not deny that there were also times when you get more than what you think you deserve. Anyhow, lets just figure that just this time, is not Your time, that it is someone else's "more than they deserve" times. Always, it happens always.
There were moments when you feel like you've never felt better. Yes there definitely, were. Maybe, just not now. Maybe it is? Maybe, just maybe.
Again, sometimes you cannot explain why you act in a way you don't normally do. And that sometimes just scares you to death. Sometimes, you cannot imagine how people tolerate you. Then you realise, people have these sometimes too.
Sometimes, you make the (seem) wrong decisions cos you know it will always be better after. Sometimes, you know you don't have the choice.
Then, there are sometimes you can just predict everything, Everything good, everything bad. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. There are even sometimes when you know that somethings bad gon happen but you don't stop it, cos you are just too tired.
Sometimes you do stupid things. But afterall they're not that stupid cos, stupid and stupid just makes you smarter.
Sometimes, you feel like hugging someone and never let go, let time stop. Make time stop. Sometimes you just cannot bear another moment with someone. Be it a same or different someone, or a same but different someone.
Sometimes, you never forget something. Sometimes you want to forget something. Sometimes you don't feel good. Other times you feel SO DAMN good. Sometimes you feel like nothing in the world matters. Sometimes you think like sometimes is nothing. and that sometimes is not good enough. But when sometimes becomes everytime, everytime gets worse than sometimes. Sometimes, sometimes cannot be explained. Sometimes we lie. Sometimes we lie. Sometimes we lie. It becomes everytime.
Sometimes you have so many things on your mind, you just don't know how it holds and sometimes you don't want it to hold. Other times, you just complain why nothing holds. Sometimes, you have nothing on your mind and wonder why nothing is there.
Sometimes, you cannot let go when you must. Sometimes you must let go but you cannot. Everytime, it's just the same.
Sometimes, things change. Sometimes you want things to change. Sometimes when things change, things are not things anymore.
Sometimes you want simple. Sometimes too simple is too difficult that you make too simple difficult. Then difficult becomes too dificult and want simple. But simple is not that simple anymore and . Well there's nothing more to it, huh?
Sometimes. you just wonder. Why do you do all the sometimes. Because.
Sometimes, just sometimes.
Sometimes Stacy, sometimes Sally, Sometimes smelly, |
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